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Around the world, a lot has been in 2008, we have the economic crisis, we still have the war in Iraq. The weather has been on the extreme with strong hurricanes in the summer and now record low temperature in the winter. Many historical event such as the states has their first black president and oil in record price and the 2008 beijing summer olympics. It seems like a more gloomy year as there seems to be more negative events compared to positive events.  For me it seems to be similar as well.

To be honest, I couldnt really remember the first half of the year, it has been a blur, but I just remember i was really busy and I was finishing off my course work. The exam period was tough, although i only had 2 courses but it was one of the most stressful exam period. It was the first time when I was actually shaken after written the exam. Then i started to fall into the routine of cycling betweenwork and home and started to become more isolated from the rest of the world. I think that led to my "depress" state in the middle of the year. Although now i have stepped out of it thanks to many people, it was tough to go through. near the end of the year, there are a couple things that happened which work which was devastating when it occurred and i was just shocked. Four months of work just went down the drain. Someone told me that in order to be strong, a man need to conquer loneliness, but living alone for so long is starting to creep up to me.  Lately, i have just been running into weird injuries, both of my knee which i hurt after i fell at home still havent heal after a week. There is still pain, and i seriously dont know when it will go away. Through the past few months, what i learn is that sometimes what hurt the most isnt the fact that you never have, it is when you are close to attaining something and it just gone/ disappear as if it was never there thats what hurt the most. Unfortunately i have to learn it through multiple experiences this year.

Finally I have vented it all out and I am feeling so much better now, now that i can leave it all behind and make it a page in my memory and hopefully it will turn into driving forces and make me a better person and have a blasting 2009

2008 is coming to an end and i am looking forward to 2009.